So this is the first, of I'm sure many, blog titles from songs by the Jonas Brothers. I like them a lot so don't hate lol
I cannot believe that my flight leaves in 13 days!!! I'm kinda freaking out to be honest! lol I'm just like "Hold On A Second Is This For Real???" I've actually been hiding in my room so far this whole break by playing computer games rocking out to JoBros stuff and chillin on Team Jonas (don't laugh, don't hate, I love my TJ sisters) and I think I figured out that it's because I'm really nervous about being so far away for so long and all alone. Don't get my wrong, I'm VERY excited for this whole experience, but it's scary too! It's pretty cool the whole independence thing that'll be going on while I'm there, but I'm definitely stepping out of my comfort zone. It's like "Wait! I have to grow up??"
I'm also a bit worried because for the past month maybe even two months (everything this semester kinda blends together) my father has been in and out of the hospital for unknown health issues. It may be gallbladder stuff, lung issues, lymph-node cancer in the lungs, no one is sure, but it's scary. He's having surgery on Tuesday, whoa tomorrow! I'm scared cause well I love my daddy & I hate seeing him scared and I hate not knowing what's going on and I hate leaving him and my family during the process of finding out. I just hope that whatever it is, it can be treated.
o this theme of the blog today is definitely fits the song Hold On here are some of the lyrics...
☮ ♥ RJ
Song: Hold On - Jonas Brothers